Psst. You there. Yeah, you. You are beautiful. You are amazing. You are perfect. And most importantly, YOU ARE LOVED. At any given moment there are two people in the world thinkinga bout how amazing you are and how they would lay down their life for you. Just last Friday was National Self Harm Awarness Day. So all of you that hurt yourslef please please stop. Don't kill yourself. Suicide won't fix anything. It will take away your future and hurt the one's you love. So please don't. I understand. Not many know this about me but here it goes. I was bullied for 5 years which you probably know if you read Letters Unsent. But to this day I feel ugly. I smile fake a lot, and there is only a very short list of people who I feel safe and happy around (Sara, Joe, Nate, Mikayla, Rachel, Brie, love you guys <3) But the real secret is that there was a point in my life that I considered if the world would be better without me. If everyone would be happier if I just died. That was around the time I started to write and my writing literally saved me. I made a bucket list. Then I promised myself I wouldn't hurt myself until I marked off every single thing on that list. There are over 100 things on my list. The list reminds me of all I have to live for. So remember that you are loved no matter what and the world is better because of you.
Love always,
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