Attention

I love attention, its like my best friend but to much of it can make me overwhelmed and die. When i am in a class room presenting a project i feel overpowered and awesome. its like i can see the fear in the other students eyes (because their terrified to present their project) and it makes brave and better than them. If you put me in a school play or anything similar to that most likely i will have a heart attack and die onstage. Being the center of attention in front of a really large crowd is my worst fear (next to fear of heights). All the eyes staring at me make me feel small and weak compared to everyone else. its sort of ironic that i love attention but who doesn't? Because i am a teenager i have a terrible attention spand. one hundred percent of the time when I'm at a wedding, or party, or funeral i see the worst part of the party. i dint look on thee good, i always try to look for the bad. Its actually a good thing to look at the bad because if there is too much good in the world nothing else would happen. No matter what you do their is always going to be bad in the world whether its a bullies who makes fun of every person who is different or a mother who neglects her children no matter what they do their will always be evil in the world but remember this, one simple compliment can change the whole attitude of a persons day. wouldn't you want someone to go up to you and say what beautiful eyes you have or i love your shirt you have an awesome taste in style!

Remember that people will be nice to you if you be nice to them no matter how they act to you
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