A new New Year's resolution

I find that in today's society there is so much pressure to be someone. It seems that all I ever hear is you should be this, this is the best thing, you need to be more like this person. I don't know where all these notions come from but I do know that they drive me absolutely insane. Sometimes it seems like there are so many voices that I can't hear my own. I start thinking one way and then suddenly I realize, is this even what I want or am I just doing this to please them. I know that its a little late but I've come to the decision to change my new year's resolution. Instead of resolving not to procrastinate (which has been my resolution for the past 3 years) I have decided that I'm not going to try to please everyone. Because, the truth of the matter is, its either please others or please yourslef, and i'm tired of never being me. So this is me. A girl ready to burst, with a never ending pile of stories and ideas scrambled throughout her head, ready to change the world. So world, love me, hate me, or somewhere inbetween, this is me! Family, friends, strangers, YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHO TO BE BECAUSE GOD CREATED ME TO BE ME! So who's with me! We are all here for a purpose and I'm ready to discover it! It feels great to be me!

-Love <3 Blogger 2

Goodbye to you

Goodbye to you.

 

if you could see

what lies inside of me

you would see that i am crying

you would see that i am dying

you would know it's all because of you

 

your words were far too much

when you called me names and such

now i merely lie around

with my soul chained and bound

can't you see what you're doing to me

 

i've always been a person sweet and kind

and i've always used my mind

now that is somehow bad

making the world oh so sad

you're crushing the world as a whole

 

i'd like to think that i'm happy

but i was told not to lie by my pappy

the sorrow seems to always dwell deep within

and somehow you always seem to win

can't you see what you're doing to me

 

i'm trying to be strong

i've been fighting oh so long

im just tryin not to die

i will forever try

i refuse to let you ground me anymore

 

just wanted to let you know

that i'm going to have to let you go

the pain is just too much to bear

and i don't exactly need you there

it's time to say goodbye.

so goodbye to all the tears
goodbye to all the fears
goodbye to my living nightmare
goodbye to all that isn't fair
goodbye to you
goodbye to you
goodbye to you
Your words mean noting anymore.

 

 



Beauty

What is beauty? Well to many people beauty differs to many people but to America it's all about being skinny, strong, and/or tall. Well all of that stuff is fake. Commercials, magazines, and basically anything else similar to that is using propaganda to make the citizens of America think what's beautiful and what's not. They all have formed the way we look at people. We all have to stop doing this and start judging people by their personalities. At my school their are probably 70% of kids who are very similar to me but I'll never know because I never spoke to them, and the reason why I never spoke to them is because they have never spoke to me. This propaganda is stopping people becoming friends, and what's worst about it is that many people know about it but their not doing anything about it! Any one who is reading this should spread to word to all the people they know so they can stop judging by what's on the outside and focus what's on the inside!

-blogger 1